Thursday, 20 February 2025

CINCAU May2017-21July 2018

Nothing will change what happened.  I miss you. I will always miss you. I will always look for you in all of your special places. Memories of you  will always come up. I will have to learn to get used to you not being here. ... It will never be the same without you.
I look at your grave and can’t imagine you are there. Alone. I look away because I feel so much pain—that you’re gone. Pain for your suffering, pain for how bad you felt those last days, pain for the circumstances I cannot change.

A sickly kitten, you beat the odds when you chose to live. The friendliness of my bengals.  A beauty with personality.
You proved that so many times in the shows you were entered. You never failed me once.
Goodbye JuOn....my beautiful silver  marble shitted bengal. Thank you for the joy and happiness you gave me in the short life you had here. I'm hurting but I know you're better off over the rainbow bridge . A piece of my heart will always belong to you my baby.

Sugar lace 5/12/2018

Seems the theme with sugar lace on cakes is back during this 'Wedding month'.
I saw almost all posting on Facebook for baking tuitiors offering classes for sugar lace.
They seems to be a big hit once before and now it's making it's round again.
I never was interested in making it from scratch because I saw there were plenty ready made ones on counter shelves at the local baking shop.
But not until recently. ..none were available.  Either it was like I've said they're popular now or the baking stores were not ordering them anymore. It was selling a little expensive I must say. Last time I saw they were offering at an offer price since the expiry date was nearing.   (I checked online at Lazada it was priced at RM55 for 200gm bottle now).
Anyhow they are now selling another new product. The ready made sugar laces strips. Saves you all the trouble all together.  That is if you only need a small amount cos these are pricy too. Rm23 per packet of two strips.
To make my point....I made myself DIY it.
Just in case wedding cakes order come calling.

It's been that long

 20/2/2025 
Indeed it's been that long since Ive written anything. its indeed a blessing for me to even be here. Years.....like many many years, have passed and I still could see and read what 'crap' I wrote here. 🤣🤣
These days Im considered officially retired, living life here & there between my hometown Sandakan and the new property I've aquired in Kundasang.
Alone but not really lonely since I travel quite frequently with my girls for family events and holidays .
It's going to be my fourth rainy night here in Kundasang tonight. The weather was extremely fine each morning but comes evening , it's just be 'cats&dogs'.

I've just came  back from a week of fun times with my grandkids 😁 
Yes... I have two so far. Since my last posting , I wasn't even a grandmother yet 🤣. Now I'm grandma to Joyce's two sons.
I'll blog about our trip on my next post.

On this date... I gave the homestay new interior coat of paint 🤣🤣
I just want to note that I did something useful today.
Got to relearn now to post pictures here....

Saturday, 24 November 2018

Mums and Tupperware 24/11/2018

Picked up my friend Mary from the same block down, at her house and went for this 'sale promo' so called cooking class conducted by Tupperware.
Simple dishes which I think I'm already familiar with and can  anytime dished out better ;)
Well...in honesty it's more to the utensils they were using rather than what recipes they were making out. Sale ..sale ..sale..
That's what they were out for.
I didn't spend a cent on the products . Mary paid for my ticket as well :)
The bonus news was that ticket number won me a price in the lucky draw. A cute mini GREEN Tupperware container. Yeah!
Everyone received a Tupperware to bring back the goodies they made at the end of the event. ( mine was again GREEN) double Yeah!!

Tuesday, 20 December 2016

Dream- 20/12/2016

Coins

To see coins in your dream indicate missed or overlooked opportunities that have come your way.  To see gold coins in your dream represent success and wealth.  Silver coins represent spirituality, intuition, values, and your sense of self-worth. Copper coins indicates healing.

To see coins stacked in your dream symbolize masculine power, dominance, and energy.

To dream that you are flipping a coin represents your casual attitude about making some decision. You may also not be taking responsibility for your decisions.

Gold

To see gold in your dream symbolizes wealth, riches, natural healing, illumination and/or spirituality. It is also a symbol of love, longevity and domestic bliss. Negatively, gold may represent greed, corruption and temptation.

To find gold in your dream indicates that you have discovered something valuable about yourself. This may be some hidden talent or knowledge.

To bury gold in your dream suggests that you are trying to hide something about yourself.

Daughter

To see your daughter in your dream reflects your ideal or your better self. Alternatively, the dream may represent your waking relationship with your daughter and the qualities that she projects.

If you do not have a daughter, then the dream symbolizes the feminine aspect within yourself.
Food

To see food in your dream represents physical and emotional nourishment and energies. The different types of food can symbolize a wide range of things. Generally, fruit is symbolic of sensuality, meat represents animalistic desires, and vegetables pertain to healthy pursuits. Frozen foods may refer to your cold emotions and frigid ways. Eating certain foods also refer to qualities that you need to incorporate within your own self.

Friend

To see friends in your dream signify aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself.

Buying

To dream that you or someone is buying something represents your acceptance of an idea, condition, or situation. Consider what item you are buying for additional analysis. Alternatively, the dream means that you are lacking something in your life and are looking for some form of fulfillment.

*** An early morning dream that was interupped with the ringing of my alarm .
I was in a golden  ninja . My two girls were sitting at the back seat sandwiching my FB friend Paul ( all these I saw vaguely ) . We stopped to buy food. I bought chicken rice for the girls. Asked Paul what he wanted. He said something I couldn't make up twice. . After my third time asking...he lean forward and and with a witty smile said "char siew Say nyuk fun"  ( this is where I clearly identified him as Paul)
Next scene ..I was looking at the plenty coins in my hand. I remembered I didn't buy food for myself  and so I went and buy fried mee fun with the coins.

Tuesday, 26 July 2016

First Asian Mr World

https://au.be.yahoo.com/lifestyle/a/32151122/meet-the-man-who-has-just-been-crowned-mr-world-2016/#page1

Tuesday, 10 November 2015

Another 'Strange' dream


Menstruation
To dream of menstruation indicates that you are releasing your pent-up tension and worry. It signals an end to the difficult times and the beginning of relaxation. Some creative energyis being released or recognized. Alternatively, the dream means that you are denying your feminine side. If you are in menopause and dream that you are menstruating, then the dream signifies renewed vitality.