Life isn’t always sunshine and butterflies. Sometimes you got to learn to smile through the pain.
I felt a little guilty knowing the fact that I never really wanted to take him in the first place.
Questioning myself if this is how it was going to end for all those that I had said I 'didn't want'.
Makes me question also on the four lives that have been in my care for over a month now.
The fact that he was not wanted initially, didn't stop me from giving him the best care just as his 'wanted' sibling was. He was already given free 1st vaccination by Dr Wong
Nothing short of a beautiful kitten if not more considering he had such long beautiful fur for a stray .
But It was obvious from the moment he was taken in that he might have health issues. He was much smaller than his sibling. Very bony for someone who had a huge appetite . One very 'noisy' kitten.
This morning he was laying around the bathroom door when I woke up. The sound of me distributing food didn't interest him a bit. He pooped hard black shit and crawled underneath the big stainless cage and lied there for sometime.
I checked he pooped again.
I checked again....saw his eyes gazing to 'somewhere far'.
I checked again...his eyes didn't blinked anymore. I knew he was gone.
...now I have one lesser kittens jumping around in the kitchen.
RIP my little one...rest assured in that little short life of yours with mama...you were loved.
